by Dr. Divi Chandna, MD

I have worked as a professional intuitive for close to two decades. I trained as a physician more than three decades ago — yes, I am aging myself. And yet, despite all of that training and experience in the healing fields, I was shocked when I discovered something profound: parts of my own personality were blocking my intuition, limiting my business, and creating stress in my body.

This is what we often refer to as “shadows.”

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When Life Brings the Shadow to the Surface
I didn’t come to this realization in a quiet moment of reflection — it came through something much more confronting. A few months ago, I lost my vision in my left eye — completely. Thankfully, much of it has now returned. It was one of life’s big moments, and it brought me to my knees.

The medical diagnosis was a retinal detachment. And if you know me at all, you know that I deeply honor the medical perspective. I believe in understanding the clinical reality of what is happening in the body. But I also ask a deeper question: “Why did this happen?”

I have never been someone who can settle for “bad luck” or “this just happens with age.” Alongside receiving medical care, I began to explore what might have been happening beneath the surface — emotionally, energetically, and unconsciously. What I discovered surprised me. It opened my eyes to shadows that many of us as sensitives carry — patterns that may be quietly impacting our emotional wellbeing, finances, relationships, and health.

The Moment That Changed Everything
A few months before the detachment, I went home to see my parents. I only see them a few times a year because of the distance. They are both in their 90s, still living in the home I grew up in. During this visit, my mother was in the hospital, and I was shuttling my father back and forth to see her.

My father had already lost his vision due to glaucoma. Seeing him like that — physically weakened, dependent, and shut down — was deeply painful. There was grief, but underneath the grief, there was something else.

I couldn’t immediately name the emotion, but over time, I began to hear the thought looping in the background: “You didn’t do enough. You should have helped him more. His wellbeing is your responsibility. Your job is to take care of him.”

I could feel that thought moving through me — the guilt, the sense of responsibility for his health — even though logically I knew it wasn’t true. That thought stayed quietly in the background of my awareness. At the time, I didn’t fully understand the impact it had — but my body did.

The Hidden Pattern
As I reflected during my healing process, I realized that this moment had activated something much older — a pattern I had been carrying for most of my life. Somewhere in my childhood, I had internalized the belief that it was my job to take care of him, that his wellbeing depended on me, and that a part of my purpose was to make sure he was okay.

As I grew and moved through life, that belief extended into many areas — my husband, my business, my clients, my finances, my friendships, even my dog. How others were doing, emotionally or mentally, somehow became my responsibility.

Underneath it all was a simple but powerful belief: if something is wrong, it must be my fault.

On a conscious level, I knew this wasn’t true. As a physician, a coach, a healer, a mother, and a wife, I understood this logically. But the subconscious is faster and often more powerful than the conscious mind.

A Different Kind of Vision
In my own way of understanding the world, I began to see that losing vision had brought me a different kind of clarity. It showed me that I was still looking at life through an old lens — one shaped by guilt, responsibility, and emotional burden.

And as I brought awareness to this subconscious pattern, something began to shift. Not through force, but through noticing. This is the essence of shadow work.

What Are Shadows, Really?
On the spiritual path, many of us eventually encounter shadow work — sometimes intentionally, and sometimes life brings it to the surface.

Shadows are unconscious patterns that hold onto stories we formed early in life. Most often, they begin in childhood, when we interpret experiences — big or small — as moments of emotional survival. Over time, these patterns become part of who we believe we are.

They are not “bad.” In fact, they are often the very patterns that helped us succeed. But eventually, they can begin to limit us.

Empaths and Shadows
As sensitive people, we tend to carry very similar shadow patterns — patterns that impact us in ways we often don’t even realize.

They affect our mental health, our relationships, our physical wellbeing, and even our financial flow. Some of the most common include perfectionism, chronic vigilance, and people-pleasing, among many others.

These patterns are not random. They are adaptations formed in childhood as a way to feel safe, loved, and seen.

When Strength Becomes Strain
Let me share a very common pattern I see, especially in many of the sensitive women I work with — in their relationships with partners, children, and even close friends. As you read this, just notice if you recognize even a small part of yourself here.

You’re at home at the end of a long day. Your partner walks through the door. Before they even take their jacket off… you can feel it. Something is off.

You don’t say anything right away. Maybe in the past, when you have, it hasn’t gone well. So instead, you try to keep peace. You might ask a gentle question, or maybe you will say nothing at all. You subtly pull your energy back — just enough to protect yourself.

But internally, everything is activated.

Your mind starts moving quickly: “What’s wrong? Did I do something? Are they upset with me? How can I fix this? How do I make this go away so I can feel okay again?”

At the same time, you’re scanning — using your intuitive sensitivity to read their tone, body language, and energy. Trying to understand, anticipate, and restore peace. And all that has happened is that they walked through the door.

This is the inner world of many sensitive people, and it can be exhausting. Because underneath this moment are multiple shadows operating at once — people-pleasing, perfectionism, chronic vigilance, fear of abandonment, and the need to feel loved and safe.

These patterns run unconsciously, shaping how we interpret situations and respond to them. Over time, they affect not just our relationships, but our nervous system, our energy, and our sense of self. We may feel overwhelmed, disconnected, or even “crazy” — without understanding why.

We often label this as being sensitive and feel like victims of our intuition. But this is not just intuition. Your intuition picked up the energy when they walked in the door. The rest — the mental and emotional spiral — is your shadow responding.

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The Sensitive’s Dilemma
These shadows do not have to hurt us. And yet, many of us feel powerless to our empathic gifts. A core part of my work is helping people understand the difference between intuition and shadow.

As you can see in the example above, this pattern can leave us drained and mentally exhausted. It impacts our relationships through subtle miscommunications. On a physical level, the nervous system stays activated — cycling through fight, flight, freeze, or fawn. Over time, the body begins to shut down.

For those of us who use our sensitivity in our work, the impact can also show up financially. If money is energy, and we are leaking energy through worry, tension, and self-doubt, we are ultimately costing ourselves.

So, the question becomes, “Does it have to be this way?”

The answer is no.

We do not have to live like this. Awareness is the first step. It takes honesty and vulnerability to notice these patterns, but once we do, we can begin to shift them. There are tools and practices that support this healing. The nervous system can be released from these cycles we have been living in.

Personally, I teach my clients to work with Divine Mother — the energy of unconditional love that resides in the heart. She is deeply compassionate and able to meet our pain and help release it, often in just a few breaths.

As someone who has experienced this personally, and who has supported thousands of clients in moving out of feeling like victims of their sensitivity, I can say this with certainty: it is possible to heal these shadows, and when you do, your sensitivity no longer becomes your burden — it becomes your super-power.

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Dr. Divi Chandna, MD, is an intuitive spiritual teacher, author, and founder of Intuitive Coach Training, who helps clients shift, heal, and transform their lives through intuition, love, and waking up to their own power. She started her career as a family physician, but after becoming sick herself, discovered the power of yoga and meditation — practices that unlocked her intuitive gifts. She is a professional certified intuitive, and sees the link between our thoughts, emotions, illness, and health. Find more about her here.

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